It's natural to change as life progresses. It happens all the time. When I came into high school, I was a skinny (still kinda skinny now) Asian kid who was just looking for fun. I had absolutely no sense of worry, so because of this attitude, I was extremely giving. People at school thought I was the nice, quiet, smart Asian kid who was always smiling. Now that I look at who I am today, I realize that I've changed dramatically, more than I imagined. The change in my mentality was what I found most changed. I'm not happy most of the time, the things I say aren't the most friendly, I always look tired, and I seem to lose my "cool" quickly.
I donno. I feel like I've changed in the wrong direction. Maybe I tried growing too fast and I'm just tired. I donno. Whatever it is, I need to figure it out. Maybe I just need to rewind a little.
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