Yesterday, one of my teachers asked me if I had had girlfriend, which seems to be a favorite topic among women. I casually said no, and she proceeded to ask me why. I thought about it, but just smiled back.
I actually thought about her question for some time after that and wondered why. Was it a lack of courage? Was it a fear of women? Then it came to me. In a un-narcissistic way I asked myself: Would I want to date myself? Honestly, I wouldn't. If people knew me the way I knew myself, I don't think I'd have any friends. If I had a girlfriend, how would I be able to treat her well? I don't think I could. I've heard there were maybe one or two girls out there who liked me, and I apologize. As of now, I'm not the guy you're looking for, not until I grow up a bit.
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